allow me to complain

[clara_maria_home]

I have a cold, menstrual cramps and pimples
aka cant sleep well
glued to my desk ALL FU**ING DAY
I am frustrated when thinking about my future, almost panicked even
PhD sucks
but at least I sorted out my shoes last night and am now down from 46 pairs to 40 pairs
I don't feel connected to fandom but I am not even alive enough to care...
hungry, I want cake and soba but all I have are potatoes and sour fish, which I love but it's not  what I want and I don't dare to go out because cold and menstrual cramps and pimples
*argh*

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Comments

[nekobot01.livejournal.com]

Too much emo is no good... I understand. I can't watch ChocoJun because it's too much of unrequited drama and I'm over that. I'm waiting for Nino x Ohno dramas which should be heartwarming and crack, respectively. I miss heartwarming Nino~~

I have so many things I didn't watch but I was starting to feel stress from it and fandom shouldn't be stress. So I need to be firm and just take what I like and not worry about what I don't watch. *nods*

[clara-maria.livejournal.com]

I am really looking forward to Neens drama - warm, nice, baseball (me love baseball! XD although I've never watched it in my whole life... but Adachi Mitsuru-baseball-mangas are wonderful ♥)

and Ohno ♥ ♥ ♥

I am going to watch ChocoJun at once when I am finished with my PhD - it will be a dramatic overstupid rainy Ladies-day all alone in my room XD

[nekobot01.livejournal.com]

For a while I was listening to a Japanese baseball podcast from two American men living in Japan. They think Japanese baseball is better than the American version--more like cricket. At least that was what I got out of it.

Now, if there was a cricket manga... XD

That is a good plan for ChocoJun! You can watch with some wine and cheese~ ♥

[clara-maria.livejournal.com]

and Chocolate - I plan on buying some good pralinés from a store near my place and enjoy ♥

cricket-manga... hm, I am sure there is one XD because the have manga for EVERYTHING XD