about the previous entry Aiba-kun

[clara_maria_home]

I'm kind of jealous - even through I agree with him, about this feeling being unnecessary ...he isn't able to control his feelings, so he has to let them out...crying and laughing all at ones...it may inconvenient from time to time, but I think it's healthy for body and mind...that's the reason he's able to stay cheerful even when it's getting tough
I'm too controlled myself, so my body starts to fight against himself, I'm trying to control it, and it's getting even worth...
I would like to learn from his guidance - instead of being jealous!