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after a good day comes a bad one...
didn't get that scholarship...it's frustrating
I'm not sure what to do now. should I try another one? should I stop this PhD-thing and trying to find a regular job (which is nearly impossible with only a master-degree in literature and philosophy...)? I think I'll do both and in the mean time boost my japanese...that will widen my fields of working places possible
Yosh, it's a new start from now on! in one way or another sooner or later something will definitive work out!